Just a simple note...

What does a "Thank You" nowadays means? Does our generation now label it "uncool" to use? Do anyone still know it or has it completely lost its meaning??? Those who does know, more power to you!

I am one of those individuals who had not necessarily took those words at some point in my life very seriously. Pretty much lived my entire life full with struggles, burden, and disorientation. Not sure whether I even noticed those who dearly stood there with me--for me!

Tonight, I'd like to take this opportunity to thank everyone, and I don't intend to miss anyone, whom I have known in my life since I came to the states (almost 7 years now!). The following are the ones I dearly love and owes a lot from (not monetarily)--people who helped to shape for what I am today! I want to start with...

My family...
This is hard, very hard! Can't even pick the right words to say...but, I want you to know I owe you everything. I will never be able to re-pay you as long as I am alive. But, I will live the life you dreamed of for me and that is to have a good future. Thanks for your unimaginable amount of love/care and bear in mind that I will always be proud!

DaShonda
I've known you the longest and sure enough will last long! You have become, (practically) not only my second mother, but, you have become my co-worker (boss at one point), and most importantly, a true friend. You have shown me that life is great and life is about me. You made me strong to accept my individuality and not be scared no matter what happens. You believed in me, you cared for me, and I owe you my strength. I LOVE YOU DEARLY!!!


Melvin
My first boyfriend EVER! You know deep in your heart that you will always be in my life as long as I am alive. No one will be able to replace you in my heart. Those times I spent with you were the greatest part of my early adulthood. You have shown me that being gay is not wrong and that I'm free to love. Despite all the obstacles we went through together, we stood alongside and watch each other's lives grow. Although we both now live our lives parallel to one another, you will always be my "little sunshine". Just know that I'm glad to have shared the best of myself with you!


Jabari
My one and only bestfriend! You know me inside and out, from top to bottom, more than anyone else on earth. I've known you now for almost 4 years now and our lives grew dramatically. And during those times, you have shown me that life isn't always about me and that having "out-of-balance" is okay. You make me enjoy the rest of my youth--and that I appreciate it as I will never be young again. I am glad to have met you and the opportunity to live the rest of my life alongside with yours.


Raquel
My sweet Nicaraguan girlfriend! You are truly unique, very sweet, smart, and good-hearted person. You have shown me that life is an adventure! Make the best of it!!! You made me believe that life evolves on true love and that it will pay off later on in life. You have shown me that earthly materials aren't everything. It's about how you make the best of your life with the person you love. You and Ulyses inspires me to build a good relationship foundation and that all I need is sincere commitment.


Silas
My (not only as ex) dear good friend. We've shared our lives for short period of time, but those moments were the most exciting part of being in a relationship. You're very sweet guy, intelligent, romantic, affectionate, and fun. You made me feel that I can also have fun with or without anyone. You inspire me to achieve my goals in life. You've have always believed in me that I can build my future and make the best out of my career. Although we are no longer as "lovers", I'm proud to have shared myself with you.


Willy & Ernesto/Jamie & Rian/Mary/Ebony/Gino/J & Marisol/Q-Ban/Gabo/Tina/Tara/Mikey, and all those I know
You guys make my life interesting and fun. My life would have been uneventful, had I not met you. Thanks for sharing those good times with me! :)

Glad to have you all in my life!

d-Jae :)