Stars

One cozy summer night I made my way up downtown
I was feeling alright so it was time to dress ‘em down
Gel’ed up hair, shining boots on, and of course “diesel” on
Sparked the night with endless imagination

Spotted this fine young man with smile on his face
Took a step or two closer while I was amazed
Speechless I was, but he shook my hand and said “Hi”
Chemistry was incredible, hurtful to say “Goodbye”

After that night connection continued on building
Made every possible minute heart exploding
Unaware of myself I fell in to my great weakness
Finally someone will save me from deep loneliness

I faithfully stood there and watched us grow emotionally
Not seeing you can sometimes be painful mentally
Oblivious to reality that we were two individuals
And that our selves were made somewhat unequal

A day or two my phone didn’t ring, he was yet to call
Emailed him, texted him, called him – I did it all
What did I do or didn’t do? Or said or didn’t say?
Told myself “Is this yet another game to play?”

Up until now those moments remained as mystery
Answers I was unable to find for those worries
I still wish for one day I’ll get an insight from him
And say my unspoken words I’d have love to say for him

What did hurt me the most was being so close
Couldn’t help myself when I become loose
I wish I had seen what our lives could have been
It’s too late to dream them now, but worth keepin’

Time went by so fast that it’s summer again
Tonight is going to be better than ever…all over again
Those shining stars up in the sky that night are the same
Winked at them and said “Am I up for another game?”

My quest for love will lead on and is becoming stronger
Failings exists only now in my memory, they’re to guide me better
I will keep my head up and never give up
Love will come in no time and stars are there to watch.